- if only

Whatever.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

There's something in this PC that I can't really resist, it's telling me to write something and tell what I really feel inside. Geez! WTF!

Sometimes, things you want aren't the things you'll get.. It's like you love someone knowing that you're not sure if he/she even loves you back and that awful truth makes you sick and makes you feel like you're in a despair position.

It doesn't make sense anyway. The truth is, I'm broken.. Broken like a bone that is so painful that you ain't want to try something else 'cause you might feel that pain again. Oh c'mon! This whole thing makes me sooo whatever..

I'm not really broken. I just feel like I don't have any guts to tell that person how much he really means to me.. Maybe I'm just scared.. Scared to let him know my feelings for him. Scared to know the truth that maybe he doesn't feel the same way. Scared to hear that "it won't work.."

I admit, I'm bitter :]

@ 11:30 PM