Friday, March 28, 2008
It's darn hot! Deymit! I'm sweating.. Hahaha!

I received a text from Mau, it says, "Hindi sa lahat ng oras kailangan ng relasyon.. At hindi lahat ng maganda sa pakiramdam ay TAMA.." Onga naman, he's right :)

I also received a text from Au, "bakit hindi mo subukan?" Sagot ko naman, "Sinubukan ko na.. Wala naman nangyari. Mas nagiging masakit lang lalo.. Mahirap narin subukan at umasa na sana ayun na.. Bahala na kung ano mangyayari.. Nakakatakot sumubok ulit. Hindi ako ganun ka-risk taker.. Takot ako =))"

"Kunwari, masaya ako.. Apir! =))"

Sunday, March 23, 2008
There's something in this PC that I can't really resist, it's telling me to write something and tell what I really feel inside. Geez! WTF!

Sometimes, things you want aren't the things you'll get.. It's like you love someone knowing that you're not sure if he/she even loves you back and that awful truth makes you sick and makes you feel like you're in a despair position.

It doesn't make sense anyway. The truth is, I'm broken.. Broken like a bone that is so painful that you ain't want to try something else 'cause you might feel that pain again. Oh c'mon! This whole thing makes me sooo whatever..

I'm not really broken. I just feel like I don't have any guts to tell that person how much he really means to me.. Maybe I'm just scared.. Scared to let him know my feelings for him. Scared to know the truth that maybe he doesn't feel the same way. Scared to hear that "it won't work.."

I admit, I'm bitter :]

Watching those cheesy-chick-flick really affects me, somehow! My life turns out to be in a dramatic episode again as I watched those. Ooh.. But it made me realize somehow how I really wanted to feel that "something" again. But I guess it won't happen and only thing I should do is to wait until it finally across to me someday. Only God knows! Just enjoy. I'm still having fun with the life that I have right now and with the people who still loves me.. I'm still not yet taken for granted, and it's pretty good to know :)

Thursday, March 20, 2008

inspired by Kuya Keso's artworks :) thankss! I'll make more soon ^__^

I'm inspired and I'm urging to learn more about this photoshop thinggy! I want to take some beautiful shots :) and maybe I'll do it by tomorrow! I'm going to bring my baby with me! Yippeee! Goodluck with me folks!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Banawe, Orthopedic

A yummy pizza from Fat Boy's!

Monday, March 17, 2008
Pasado alas-tres na ng umaga. Katatapos ko lang gawin 'yung completion namin para sa AVEM! Parang ayoko nanaman matulog. Ewan ko kung bakit. Ayun. Kaya lang naman ako nag-post dahil may gusto akong sabihin at gustong ibahagi.

Ayos lang naman siguro sa'yo kung hihiramin ko ang konting oras mo para mabasa ito 'di ba? Sa tingin mo? Ayos lang kung ayaw mo :) Hindi naman ako namimilit.

Una, sa tingin ko kasi mukhang may malaking problemang mangyayari ngayon. Kinakabahan ako sa pwedeng mangyari. Naiiyak ako 'pag naaalala ko nanaman 'yun. Hindi naman ito buhay pag-ibig (sorry ka! :D) sana maayos ito at sana nagkakamali lang sila. Kasi kapag nagkataon na tama, lagot na talaga. Ipagdasal niyo na lang na sana maging okay 'yung lahat.

Pangalawa, matatapos na ang semestre, malungkot nanaman ang buhay ko. Hindi ko nanaman makikita at makakasama ang mga taong madalas magpasaya at magpatawa sa akin kapag masungit, suplada, may topak at malungkot ako. Mamimiss ko sila panigurado. Bakasyon na, walang pera, walang tawanan, walang kwentuhan, walang sigawan ng paglalambing, walang kulitan. Hayyy! Ano ba silbi ng cellphone? Telephone? Ano nga ba kung walang load dahil walang pera at dahil bakasyon? XD

Pangatlo, sabi ko kumikirot pa 'di ba? Oo, kumikirot pa nga. May konting sugat pa at sana sa darating na panahon maghilom na siya. Sabi nga ni Yen (nakuha niya lang din sa'kin) Huwag ng ipilit ang hindi na talaga pwede. Ang kulit kasi! Tama nga naman! Panahon na lang makapag-sasabi ng lahat. Hintay-hintay lang. Mahaba pa ang panahon, marami pang dapat asikasuhin, pagtuunan ng pansin, at marami pang bagay na pwde makapag-pasaya ng sobra sa isang tao. Bakit kaya ganoon noh? Wala lang. Ang wirdo lang kasi.

Pang-apat, ano kaya mangyayari sa'min next sem noh? Masaya kaya? O baka nakamamatay na ang mga gawain? Malamang, oo! Take it from the higher levels :) Kaya 'yan. Naka-abot ng next level, bakit hindi next level ulit 'di ba?

Pang-lima, kaya ko ba? Kakayanin ko ba? Basta! Sa tingin niyo kakayanin ko? Sa tingin ko naman oo, kaso medyo nanghihina lang ang loob ko. Nauunahan ng katangahan :) Hindi pa talaga ito ang tamang oras. Buhay nga naman, mapag-biro masyado. Tsk! Ayos lang, sanay naman ako sa joke kaso hindi ganitong joke.

Pang-anim, trip ko 'yung isang kanta ng Daphne Loves Derby na "A Year On An Airplane". Love it. Oh, masaya na ako niyan :)

Pang-pito, tapos na.. Tapos na 'yung post na ito. Salamat sa pagbabasa :) Medyo naging ok na din kahit paano. Ganoon lang talaga siguro. Kung may maitutulong ka, malugod kong tinatanggap 'yun at maraming salamat na din. ^___^

Saturday, March 15, 2008
I'm almost 24 hours awake. So? Nothing! Anyway, thank God 'cause we already finished our newspaper! Whew! We thought we're already a dead meat 'cause we started at around 5pm yesterday then it's almost 10pm and we haven't yet in the middle page of our 12-pages newspaper! Ugh! But we did it! ^__^ We finished it at around 5am or 6am something and it's really a great job for us (Yen, Gert and I)

And because I'm lack of sleep, I easily get irritated today! So don't try to make my mood not-so-good this time :) bear with me folks.

Oh, hell week is already over. Meaning? It's partey time again! Hahaha. It's time to fix my goddamn life :) Yippeee!

Sarili ko lang makakatulong sa akin ^__^ may sugat pa rin at minsan kumikirot pa din siya..

Monday, March 10, 2008
Who's fault? I don't know. I can't say it's his or it's mine. Ugh! Deymmit!

I was drifting awhile ago. It seems like I'm being too fast or I'm just not on myself when I was walking the streets and I didn't even notice that people are walking with me 'cause it's rush hour.

It's my first time to feel that "i don't know what you called it," it's like "OMG, is this what really happened? Oh c'mon! It's just a dream, honey!" Ugh! What else can I say? I'm a very bitchy lass! Pathetic! How I wish things will turn well, but it didn't.

I feel sorry for me. Maybe it's an experience! Damn! I wanna cry and stumble like a whatever bitch do!

I don't know what I'm saying right now.. It seems like I'm typing it in a blundering way! Oohh!

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Thursday, March 06, 2008
What a hell week for me! Ugh. I'mso much irritated and upset this past few days. Why? Well, I'm expecting too much from something which I know it won't happen. Ugh! Anyway, as to relieve myself from this annoying stuffs, I saw yesterday Mr. Speech Lab and he's wearing pink shirt and it soothes to his personality (even though I don't know him personally) hahaha! He's on my back when I was refilling by bottled water, and rest of my friends calling me and saying, "cy, cy.." with matching pinpointing their lips at my back, knowing that Mr. Speech Lab is at my back. Whoaness! Hahaha. And as we reached our room, I told Ms. De Leon about that. Hahaha. She already knew about Mr. Speech Lab since she handled that professor :) Enough said with that.
I'm still busy as a bee. And I still have problem, SINO BA ANG MAY ALAM KUNG SAAN PWEDE MAGPA-PRINT NG BROADSHEET?? Need help lang talaga. If you know, just inform me thru here. Thanks so much! ^__^