Monday, October 29, 2007
I already finished voting for SK. It made me pissed somehow 'cause we kinda have a hard time to find my name and my brother's name too. Even my Mom got mad to those officials 'cause they told us that they don't even have a database record or lists. And there's this teenage girl who makes "sagot" to my Mom. She was "bastos" 'cause my Mom asked a permission to them to see the list, then she said, "eh amin lang toh eh.." Errr!! Is she the only voter there? Is her name only in the list? Wtf!

Anyway, just want to make an update with regard to my birthday celebration. Yes, matutuloy na siya :))


P.S
Sometimes, I feel like I'm a least priority in everything. Hays! Just a simple favor or wishes, parang mahirap pa para matupad o mangyari. Buhay nga naman! "L" on my forehead! T___T

Thursday, October 25, 2007
I miss school.
I miss the field.
I miss the library.
I miss the canteen.
I miss the classrooms.
I miss the professors.
I miss the students.
I miss the laughs.
I miss the jokes.
I miss the bondings.

Till when I'll be bored like this?

Still have 1 week and a half to be a pain in the ass :P

I want a vacation! ^_^ I need a break. Isn't a vacation already? Hindi pa talaga!

Boredom kills me, but then I made something that I think really worth my time rather than spending the whole day thinking what went wrong.

I made a new layout :) Sinipag lang :D

One week to go and it's already November.. Hope things will be better next month, because that's my month. Haha.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007
"Ever wonder why the sunset is a lot colorful than the sunrise?

That's one of the ironies of life -- that there's good in good-byes :) "


Got it from Thea ^_^

Sunday, October 21, 2007
I have a few announcement with regard to my upcomoing birthday party (sana). Haha. As usual, it's cancelled. Mom asked me if we were going to pursue the event, and I said, "it's up to you and tita". And she said, "wag na lang anak, gahol na sa oras." Fine. Hehehe. It's ok to me :) kaso nga lang, I already invited few of my friends,

so if you're one of my friends who received the invitation of mine via text or personally, sorry sweetie it's cancelled.

Sorry for the inconvenience. Hehehe. But I'm going to receive gifts (if there is). Hehehe.

Anyway, as I saw the trailer of One More Chance, I texted Jecca and invited her to watch it. Haha. And her reply, "Sabay pa kayo ni Mil nang-imbita". lol. Ganoon talaga kapag ____________. (Yun na). Hahaha.


Waaaah! Nakakahiya, nang-imbita ako tapos hindi matutuloy. Huhu. Excited kasi. Sorry folks :((

"If you can't solve it, then it's reality.."

Thursday, October 18, 2007
Still bothered by these emptiness! Whew! Parang nasa kawalan lang.

"You know why that someone pity you? YOU act like you need it."
-Jude

Maybe so. But there's something that I really wanna feel. But the catch is, I don't know what it is.. Want to feel that feeling but not the pity itself..

Comfort.
Appreciation.
Attention.
Love.
Care.
Happiness.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Kaya ko naman eh.




There's no need to pity me!

Sunday, October 14, 2007
"When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one"

Saturday, October 13, 2007

One month to go before my 18^th Birthday! Weee! Excited na ako. Speaking of birthday, I don’t know if I will have a celebration like a traditional one because I don’t want to and we don’t have money. But as I went to my Aunt’s house, she was shocked to find out that I’ll be turning 18 this coming month (November), so she asked if I’m going to have a celebration or what, I said “no” of course. Why? “Ayaw ko kasi walang pera si Mommy ngayon eh.”, I said. “Eh di ako gagastos.” Aunt said. “Oh sige :))” I said. Cool isn’t? Well, it’s not yet final because I still need to think. Haha. Bahala na :) I need a sign..

Anyway, I have this love for kids talaga. Hehe. As I scanned my old box, I saw some letters from my beloved and dearest little cousins from Bicol :) I was so touched when I read them, who would’ve thought they’ll going to send me a letter right? Hehe.

Ghert’s niece Jhena gave a letter too,

Aww sweet :) She’s going to celebrate her birthday this Monday at her school, I am invited but unfortunately I’m not going there, it’s a children’s party anyway. Yeah I know I always act like a child, call my friends “Ate” because I’m the bunso in the group and even call my two brothers Kuya even though I am the eldest. Hehe. I love the way I act, but don’t get me wrong with this, I act that way but it doesn’t mean that I’m a child when it comes to problems ha? :) I love the baby talk lang and I love it when people treated me as a baby somehow. Weee!

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

I feel like there’s something in me that makes me feel empty. I don’t know what it is. I wanna feel complete, why don’t I try centrum? Haha. Is that a joke? Lol. Anyway, I wanna go to the beach and do some emo thing. Owell, according to Jude, EMO GAY. Haha. And so I am :)

I always laugh like there’s no tomorrow.

I always seek for something which I don’t know what it is all about.

I always let myself be disappointed in little things.

I always let negative things run in my mind.

I feel the sadness when the moon is up, even when I didn’t see the stars.

Why everytime I go to bed, I can’t help myself but to think the reasons that will surely hit my heart and break it into pieces?

Why I act like this?

Tah-tuh!

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Sometimes, I’m really wondering how it feels to be special. Yes, I know I’m special in some ways because my friends let me feel that I’m special, my family does too and he does too. But there’s something inside me, that I really wanted to feel how special, special is.

Boo!