weeee.
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
"I can feel the pressure, it's getting closer now.."
-Pressure, Paramore
@ 6:30 PM
I miss you, them.
Friday, June 15, 2007
I'll be busy for this semester cos we have lots of things to accomplish. We'll do a short film, documentaries and some photo exhibit. Whew! How cool isn't? Haha. I'm planning to join the Angelicum News but I don't think if I could make it up next week for the meeting cos I have something to do that particular day. So it's a matter of sacrifices. Hehe. I'm starting to like my prof in Introduction to Communication same as in Audio Visual Electronic Media cos he has so many plans for our subject and in this young years of us he'll let us to be exposed in the media and electronic world. Yey! I love it :)
Yesterday I was planning not to attend my Theo3 (Ecclesiology) class cos to be honest I so so find it boring talaga but everything's changed. So there, I entered that class late for about a minute (not bad at all) and guess what? The Prof is so adorable. Hahaha:D hmm, like that?ü well, you need to. Haha:D "OMG Ghert, gwapo niya! :)," I whispered. "Sira ka talaga.." Ghert whispered. Then turn my head at the back to give Bevs a very naughty look. Hahaha:D Well anyway, he's a Brother and a part of O.P so they are Single and not available Hahaha:D parang may balak ako noh? Hell no! I just find him adorable lang talaga and nice at the same time. I think I'll enjoy his class although it's boring and I'll try to attend on his class wihtout any absences.. Hahaha:D but I think that would be impossible for me to do. Why? Secret. Lol.
Lately, I find myself quite sensitive. I don't know why, I just noticed myself having this "teary-eye" whenever I watched some shows na hindi naman talaga nakakaiyak! Haha:D sayang nga, kasi Dog of Flanders had ended this day. Hays! I'm so touched with that kiddie show talaga! Swear. "Sci, namimiss mo ba siya??", Mercy asked. "Of course I do.", I said and looked down slowly. Ganun talaga. I think everyone has moved on. Haha. Kunek? :P well, moving on. I'm excited for next week. Wanna know why? Wala lang. Haha.
I miss lots of people. I haven't seen some of my college friends yet since the classes started and I really don't know when will I see them again :)
I think I'll be able to see again my favorite classmates when I was in 1st year level :) Yey! That would be nice and fun! Wheww! And I'm so much excited for that :)
@ 8:00 PM
persdae.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I'm an early bird today cos it's my first day in school. Last night, I was very excited to fix my things for school and of course I'm very much excited to see my college friends and the transferees and freshmen people. Haha.
The first day is great cos as I attended my first subject *Introduction to Communication* (they said it's one of my major subject, well sorry I don't know. Haha) I saw a new prof and my first impression to him is kind of strict but surely you can approach easily. I know I'll learn a lot to him as the semester goes (wish us luck :P) :) Oh by the way, his name is Mr. Jonah Lim. What's up with the name? Haha:D kidding aside, we did some activities for us to know more better our classmates. (Oh wait, my classmates last sem, still my classmates *some of them pala*). In our Intrapersonal Communication activity, I can say that I'm almost in the point of crying. I'm just holding it back. Haha. I never thought that it would be like that. Tsk. Well, if you would like to know what's the reason behind that holding back thing, I won't tell. Hahaha:D cos we made a promise inside our room that all the things we shared inside the classroom won't go outside of it.
Second subject, Effective Technical Writing. Oh well, our prof is still Ms. De Leon. Haha:D I'm starting to like her cos she's approchable but strict in a way that it can cause a good performance on you :) Anyway, I was elected as a Vice-President in her subject. Hahaha. Third subject, Economics. Our prof is Miss Theresa, well as I can say to her on our first meeting she's smart and you can approach her too. Yun lang pansin ko and I can learn a lot of things through her.
So goodluck to me in this school year kahit na I'm starting to get lazy to attend my Theo subject tomorrow. Lol. And I heard that the froshie guys are cuties. Haha. Love it. Lol.
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"I can be your girl forever, if you want to"
P.S. I bought the June issue of Candy mag and I love the contents of it. Hahaha:D related ako sa isang article nila :) and I'm proud to say that the Candy Cover girl for this month is an Alumni of my recent school :) Who is she? Grab your candy mag in all leading bookstores nationwide to find out who is she. Hahaha:DLabels: first day of school
@ 7:20 PM
Sandali lang.
Saturday, June 09, 2007
So here we go again. Lol. This past few days I'm starting to be confused with everything. Lots of things running on my mind and it starts to freak me out. Tsk. I know that most of my friends are getting so infuriated at me cos I always dredged up all those bitterness or whatever. I just can't help it --- can't help myself either. I started to think over these things and I don't know if I'm realizing all of them anyhow or what. I'm being more stubborn than before and being too mischief, too.
Well, maybe they are right that the problem is on me. Honestly, I want to breakaway from all these worries, pain, agony -- everything. But I really don't know how to start. "Hindi sa hindi mo matulungan ang sarili mo, ayaw mo lang tulungan talaga.." Kate said. Well, I think she's right
I just don't want to help myself at all..
Why I can't just stop expecting from everything? That these and that will be back to its normal mode? Why I can't just accept that "Hey, this is the reality of life. Wake up!" Err. Why I just kept on nagging the truth? Tsk. I see myself as a loser here, well it is because I allow myself to be like that.
"Why I can't recognize the difference between the reality and dreams?"
Am I being a paranoid or I am just? :(
I want to breakaway..
*******I am supposed to be off at Baywalk this day with some of my high school friends but then unfortunately it's cancelled and I don't know kung mai-uurong yun or what. Actually, I and Bry planned it originally so since there's some unexpected things happened, then it's cancelled. How bad! I'm so excited to go there cos I'm just excited. Hahaha:D I wanna see how beautiful the sunset is, kaso wala hindi ko makikita! Hahaha:D well, next timie na lang talaga! :)
I'm kind of excited to go back to school this Wednesday cos I'll be able to see again my friends and to be at Elem Ground. Haha. It looks like that that is important to me, well not really ;) I just want to be there and to take some break. Hehe.
*******Sci: Hey Ghert, guess what I saw? Haha. I saw Paeng, I know it's him. Hehehe. Do you remember him? Our classmate in PolSci? Oh c'mon. Haha. Well, as you read it "english" toh. Hahaha:D
Ghert: Nyahahaha.
Haha. Nonsense conversation but hey it made me smile kaya.ü I don't know why, I don't have any crush to him naman na eh, natuwa lang ako when I saw him. Haha:D maybe I just miss his hair haha:D Yes, I ♥ his hair and I ♥ his bags too. :) Just the hair and bag. Lol.
*******I ♥ Mickey and Gee-ann from PBB 2 :) They're so cool and funny and they made me smile talaga and kilig at the same time. Lol. I ♥ them to tidbits. Haha:D let's support them! Weee. I'm hating Bruce and Robert somehow, it's not that I'm judging them or what masasabi ko lang is "Boys will be boys" talaga! Tsk. Basta. Hehehe.
*******I always fool myself that I'm over him, that I don't wnat to see him and I really hate him. But still in the end, I'm always trapped with my heart's deepest desire: "Loving him over and over again, no matter how he hurt me and no matter how I suffer"
@ 2:00 PM
bakit ba kasi ayoko magpa-awat? :P
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Siguro kung totoo lang talaga na maraming namamatay sa "maling akala", isa na siguro ako sa mga namatay na iyon. Hehehe. I'm not feeling well this past days. I feel like I'm in a chaos. I thought I'm strong, but then the truth is, I'M NOT. I can't really help myself this time. I don't know why. I don't know why I'm losing my faith this time, I don't know why I'm stubbornly expecting things will be back its normal mode, I don't know why I can't make myself happy for real, I don't know why I cant let go of the things that I should let go for good. I really don't know. I still have lots of questions to ask. But you know what I really wanna do this time in my life? I just want to disappear -- for now. And then I'll be back if I proved to myself that I'm already healed and whatsoever. I want to reflect, but how will I start? I don't know where will I start and how anyway. I'm being emo again, but hey this is what I really feel. Haha.
ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY
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"Sometimes we can't let go of hurt because it's a constant reminder of one great love story we never expected to come to an end.."Labels: pain
@ 12:35 PM
Well, what can I say? I miss them :)
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
MAY 30, 2007
Angel fetch me up at Angelicum [Thanks for patiently waiting me, I know your starving but thanks a lot :)]. We went at Sm Fairview to meet up some of our high school friends. So there, Mau, Elvis, Don, Vincent, Bry, Grace, Yna, Kate, Jessica, Karen, Tin came first there and we [Gela and I] was late for almost an hour. Haha:D well, I admit that it was my fault anyway :) After then, we go to Heleb's crib to visit him first and later goof around. While we're on our way, I bonded with the rest of my guy friends. Well, isn't obvious that I miss them a lot (of course I miss the girlfriends too)? Heck, they totally grown-up (physically). Hahaha:D and they kept on teasing me cos I'm still small and they are much taller than me (super). Lol. Shut up! as I said to them. Hahaha:D well, who would've thought that I'm gong to goof around again with them rather than my girlfriends who was there too right? Hehe. Well, as we walked to Heleb's crib I looked like I'm a Princess cos they're guarding me. Haha:D love it :) I miss joking around with them. At that time I was really starving and dehydrated at the same time that really makes me go insane and out of my mind. Haha:D I shared some silly jokes and fortunately they laugh at it though it's full of crap anyway :P well, thanks for the laugh guys! Thanks to Vincent who keeps his eye on me. Hahaha:D I miss you a lot Boiplen (though Bry accused you as a mistress of mine, well we both know that's not true right? We're really good friends ever since :)) Thanks to Don and Bry for wearing the same color of shirt and by that it reminds me of someone and thanks too for keeping an eye too to me :) As we were at Heleb's crib, they watched "Manay Po" I didn't watch it anyway [kasi, wala lang. hehehe:P] and then we ate the merienda and I'm so sorry for being the first one who eat. Hehehe:P i'm just pretty much hungry at that time :) and then picture picture :) after then, we went home na rin and some of them went to Sm again to goof around. Hehe:P I did not join them na :) Basta I'm super happy at that time cos I miss them a lot and I miss the laughs. It'll took for some time for us to be with them again. We have different schedules na rin kasi kaya ayun :(
JUNE 01, 2007
*Phone rings*
Sci: Hello.. *medyo antok-antok pa*
Gergene: Pwede po kay Cynel?
Sci: Sino toh?
Gergene: Si Gergene po.
Sci: Gergene? *confused*.. Gergene Neypes?
Gergene: Opo.
Sci: Oh bakit? :)
Gergene: Punta ka dito kila Sanchai, ngayon na .. Wala akong kasama dito eh.
Sci: Oh akala ko ba hindi na tuloy?
Gergene: Hehehe. Basta punta ka na lang dito, pupunta rin sila Sales tska si Vincent. Alis ka na ngayon huh? :p
Sci: Oh sige. Antayin niyo na lang ako. Handa na kayo ng pagkain. Hahaha:D
Gergene: Ok :)
**end of talk**
So ayun. I bonded with some of the lunchmates at that time. I raid Sanchai's kitchen cos I'm hungry again even though I ate lunch before I leave the house :P picture-picture din. Hehehe:P I really enjoy that day not only because of the food, but the stories and laughs that we shared. Hahaha:D kahit na kulang oks lang naging masaya naman eh :) Mwuaah!
o0o0o0oI went to School yesterday for the enrollment. So ayun, enrolled na ako! Hahaha:D so? Wala lang :) I kinda don't like the schedule of mine. Walang time for lamyerda. Hahaha:D I miss school :)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FRED
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN Labels: bonding
@ 3:00 PM
April 2007
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