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Monday, May 28, 2007

Hey there people! Pleaso do support this band WANDA.. Thank you so much!! :) Keep rockin'


click
HERE
to watch the full video



pls keep requesting/voting for the promotional video of "tama na" on myx, text:

MYX (space) VOTE (space) TAMA NA
send to 2366

also, you may request the single itself on the radio, text:

RT (space) 995 (space) Tama Na by WANDA
send to 2968


or/and

REQUESTNU (space) Tama NA by Wanda
send to 29107


visit the official site.
more songs to listen to at our myspace page .

@ 2:00 PM

inexplicable
Saturday, May 26, 2007

There are things that aren't easy to forget. No matter how much you tried to forget so, still you can't easily can. Maybe the reason of it is that the wounds are too deep and it really takes a time for it to be healed.


Being bitter by your past doesn't really mean that you pity yourself so much or you're such a big damn loser or whatever. It just only means that you just allow the pain of your unpleasant or embarassing things from your past to hurt you --- for now. And all you wanna do is to be tired of it that maybe (just maybe) sooner you will be..


Sometimes no matter how much you want to love, care for that person you just can't really show it off easily cos you feel daunt by the thought of it. Sometimes you want the feelings to end but still there's a part of you that you don't want to lose a grip on it anyhow. You fool yourself by pretending that you don't care or love that person anymore but deep inside you really really do.


At this moment of time, all I think about is him. Sometimes, I really really wanna say how much I love him, how much I care for him, how much I miss him, but I can't. For the reason that I'm afraid to tell it to him. Dreading that he might reject it, won't say "I love you too", or worst -- dont' give any damn about it. But I do hope he knows how much I do those things.


If I could just speak it up to him, I don't know what will gonna happen. I don't like others even though how much I tried to like others, but I still can't cos he's all that I want. If he'll just know it, will he still push me away to others?


-xXxXx-



Oh by the way, Miss Raya tagged me. Awww. Thanks for remembering me :) Haha.ü


Here's the 411:

1. Write about how much addicted you are towards something.
2. Don't forget to include the percentage of 'addictedness' towards that thing.
3. All with one condition, the total of percentage much reach 100%.
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but please don't forget to explain the rules and please notify that person so that they know that they had been tagged.

I am 2% addicted to coffee. Yay! I'm not that really a coffee lover anyway , isn't obvious? Boo-hoo! :) But I love the taste of Cappuccinno.ü

I am 56% addicted to the net. Wow. So how was it anyway? Hehe. Well, I love surfing the net, checking my friends profile, leaving them some hilarious comments and having a little learnings about htmls and the likes :)

I am 16% addicted to magazines. Yes yes, I got an every month issue of CANDY. I love it. ^__^

I am 20% addicted to bags. Hahaha. I love bags but I'm afraid borrowing my Mom's bag cos there's an incident that her favorite bag was snatched cos I used it. Haha:D My bad ^__^

I am 6% addicted to Detective Conan. I love the tactics and the skills of Conan as a detective. And I love how he protects Ran in his little own ways :P
_____________
Total: 100%

Now I'm tagging whoever wants to answer it :)

@ 7:00 PM

Wooott.
Friday, May 18, 2007

I'm here again, sitting on my chair, typing and letting my thoughts out. Lol. So there, nothing much happend to me except of being down with so much pain and hurt. Yes, as on my previous entry I'm in so much stress of love and pain. Haha:D well, I'm starting to live with it as long as I can and in one way or another I'm getting used to it and maybe, just maybe sooner or later I'll be fed up with this and boom it'll gone. :) And oh, I'm being eccentric this past days and I find it to myself a kind of pesky. Hehe.


There are so much things to be happy about, I realized that if I let that "mourning mode" eat me, I'll be a loser forever. I'm still hurting but not as the same before that I wanna die cos of so much pain and those expectations and wishes that will never meet. That's life, you just have to know how to live with it. Life goes on. I still have FRIENDS, FAMILY, and GOD who'll always be there for me. As of now, I'm enjoying what relationship I have with him --- commited or not commited. If this is what God's want for me, for him -- for us, then let it be.


But I can't stop myself dreading for pain and hurting once again, but I'm still finding a way to not let that dreadful pain hit me again. Before, when I have this pain I always pray that "God, can you give me someone whom I can fall again with?" but now I don't want it to happen. Hehehe. I just want the wounds to be heal and not to find someone again and let it scratch and bleed once more. So there. I can say that I'm still inlove with him but I do let myself to use my brain this time not the heart. It's hard to explain why I say this. Basta yun na yun. As long as I can, I'm trying not to irk him or anyone and have this unflinching attitude.


This time, I'm believing with the "Serendipity". Hehe.


-xXxXx-



Supposed to be this day I'm off with Jeka, Amie, Aleli, Gab and Red but unfortunately it's postponed. Jecca had this Volleyball game so she decided to postponed the drinking session and Red's not feeling well. So that's it. I'm killing my time again. Haha:D I made Ghert and Domz a friendster layout, the first one I did I think Ghert didn't like it cos she wants to occupy the whole page which I didn't do. So I made a new one again :) I'm starting to get pissed by this PC cos it really works so so so slow. I don't know what's the problem on the Internet Connection of it. How I wish my mom would decide to sign up for the Smart Bro or any broadbands connection. Hehe;P how I wish. Sana lang talaga maisipan niya iyon :)


Anyway, belated Happy Mother's day to every Moms out there ^___^.


Tah-tuh.

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@ 1:06 PM

Monday, May 07, 2007


"May mga bagay na ayaw kong isipin pero di ko naman kayang kalimutan. Bagay na ayaw kong ituloy pero takot akong wakasan.. Yun bang ayaw kong umasa pero gusto ko pa ring maghintay...



Why do I need to feel this thing? Why I can't let go of my feelings? Why I can't just give it up? Why it is so hard for me to move on? Why I continuously feel this feeling which I supposed to stop and forget at all for good? Why I can't be happy? Why I still continue wanting for something which in reality I will never ever have again? Why I'm afraid of what will gonna happen? Why I'm afraid of taking risks? Why I can't go out with my comfort zone? Why I'm not letting myself to grow? Why I let things hurt me? Why do I still need to think of everything which I supposed not to? Why I'm still crying wherein I don't have any tears to cry on? Why I'm still expecting things will be back to normal? Why I'm letting this feeling to hurt me? Why I'm allowing myself be in a deep hurt that will lead to some depression? Why I'm not getting tired of crying? Why I'm still believing in the lies of life? Why I can't just live my life on its normal mode? Why do I need to ignore the pain and pretend that I'm happy and pretty alright? Why is it it's getting too hard and hurts more? Why I can't just be in silence forever?


Why I'm still believing in LOVE?


I want to be happy, happy for real.. I want to get tired of everything. I want this feeling to fade, I want it to die.. I can't help it.. I want to get over it. I want to move on. I want to pick up the pieces of me by myself, but how will I? I can't really help myself this time. I'm drowning with this pain, not just pain --- an AGONY per say.


I really wanted to get over it. God please do help me. Please? T.T

@ 6:00 PM

my achy breaky heart :)
Thursday, May 03, 2007

Err! My heart is still ACHING and I'm hating it over and over again :'( I don't know if I can get over it. Hays! I can never be this way -- forever! I should take some time to mourn and let the wounds to be heal. Arggghh!


-xXxXx-


"Ayaw mo ng umasa pero gusto mo pa din maghintay.."

@ 7:30 PM



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