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GREETINGS.

Monday, July 30, 2007

"Sooner or later you'll start taking yourself seriously. You'll know when you need a break, you'll know what to get worked up about and what to get rid of. You'll do something that makes you stronger and more complete, because you know it's never too late to have a life and never too late to change one.."

There you go! Problems! problems! Never na siguro nawalan ng problema ang tao! Paano kung wala ng bukas? Paano kung pag-gising mo iba na pala mga kasama mong tao? Labo. Basta I'm looking forward na maayos na lahat. Family, everything! Help me God.

I just wanna say thank you to Julie and Bry for the time :) Ahh yeah! Haha:D I miss you guys! Till next time alright? Mwuaah! Bry, sorry kung pinagtritripan ka namin ni Julie. Akala mo hindi kami close? oh c'mon. HahaXD Babe, thank you for the time and sa picture-picture. I love it. Swear!

Oh by the way, as I entered the classroom kanina, I unexpectedly hit Ponkie's arms. Why? Wala lang. Naiinis lang ako! Haha:D well, at least he didn't get mad at me instead he laughs at me and keep on asking what happened to me. Haha;D

I learned a lot today and I'm hoping that those things will run in my mind and will be applied too. Sana lang talaga. I enjoyed the conversation with Ponkie kanina with some friends. Ahh yeah! Dami kong nalaman na basta. Haha:D salamat ng marami :) thanks din sa mga kantang may lyrics na pang-asar ^_^ I love your Innova! LOLXD

Thanks to Lawrence for the admiration. Haha:D akalain mo yun? Joke. Takecare. Thanks in advance for the book that I'm requesting. Hehe :P

Thanks to my dear Veronica [jecca] for the kalokohan na ka-ewanan :) sige, tamang-asar ka din eh. Haha:D mwuaah!

Thanks to Mallow [Au] for everything. Even though we're very far you still try to help me and as you said, "I'm always around". Haha:D sorry kung busy mode ako minsan :)

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As the day, month, year that will pass by, I know that everything happens for a reason. I know God has a better plan why He let this and that thing happen and I'm hoping in that sense that He won't let my path be in a wrong way or my self-esteem be super low.

Life is a constant cycle of loving, breaking, and living again.

Sana lang talaga kayanin ko lahat ng trials. Sana maayos na lahat ng dapat maayos! I know I'm blogging for more than 2 years and counting and never akong nagbanggit ng family problems, it's too private lang talaga. Sana maayos na!

Help me God.

Labels: lessons, problems

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take a break.

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anything goes.

Friday, July 27, 2007

Updates again ;] what's new with it? I think nobody wants to read whatever crap I write =p

Errr! I'm being too emotional on what I watched last night. HahaXD guess what? I cried over that koreanovela! Lol. But hey, it really worth my tears. I really hate the LETTING GO part! Alam mo yun? Why would you set someone free or let them go if you really love them di ba? Wala lang. ;)

Things are getting weird as the day pass by. Tsk. I have this feeling talaga na basta! Labo? Basta, ayoko masabihan ng feeling eh. But it didn't irritate me somehow, naiilang siguro pwede pa? Ayun.

I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE. YUN PWEDENG MAGMUNI-MUNI!!

I saw Barbie today but I didn't saw Soulmate, I know he's sick! Well, get well soon boi :P

NAWAWALAN NA NAMAN AKO NG GANA SA LAHAT! NAMAN TALAGA!

WE'RE EXCITED KASI MAGKAKA-BABY NA KAMI! [I'M NOT PREGNANT OK?] XD

MAY THE SOUL OF MR. JOEL AKA STRAWHATLUFFIE REST IN PEACE! CONDOLENCE TO HIS FAMILY.

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I'm inlove ;]

Thursday, July 26, 2007

Yes! I'm inlove. LOLXD I'm inlove with nature! I think I have this passion for photography na talaga. Though I'm not that good in it, basta if I saw how cool and beautiful the view is, I took a snapshot of it :) hays! Can't help myself but to amaze on the beauty of it.

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

P.S. Other pics will be posted soon. Photobucket works really slow! Can't upload too much pictures. As well as the Laptop is so slow :P

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May I quote the line from "Which Star are you from?":

Angeline: Nahihirapan na ako.

Ayun lang. Haha:D it's not that nahihirapan na ako! Ewan ko why I'm not yet tired and fed up with everything? Ang tagal na, hindi pa rin ako napapagod. Ano bang meron na wala ako ngayon? Na hindi ko magawa? ;[

But I fell lazy on everything, sometimes I thought to give up my studies, my life. Haha:D ang babaw! Wala eh. Feeling ko I'M ALL ALONE! But I know God is just there with me.

Nanghihina ako ngayon, I don't know the reason. Not person, not things, I don't know what! Basta all I want is STRENGTH. Yun lang! Feeling ko lagi na lang humihina yung loob ko. Please, God give me enough strength..

DENIAL STAGE parin siguro ako!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JULIE!

Labels: photography

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Dreaming of you!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

As I woke up this morning, I really can't help myself but to laugh like an insane lass. Why? Because I dreamt of someone whom for the first time I see him in my dreams. It's a weird one though, but then I find it super funny, kilig and sweet dream talaga. Haha:D

Setting:
Classroom

Characters:
Classmates from 4th Year High School
Current Classmates
Barbie (codename kay crush)

Story:

Inside the classroom..

Sci: *blush* *kilig* waaah! Asa labas si Barbie. :)

The prof entered the classroom..

Professor: *pointing and looking at Barbie* Ikaw, bakit ngayon ka lang pumasok sa klase ko?

Barbie: Eh kasi po Miss kinulam ako ng Bading eh.

*class laughs*

*Sci raises her hand and say..*

Sci: Miss, ako yung kabit niya! *giggles*

Class: Haha:D number two? :) Yiiii..

Sci: *blushes*

....End of the dream...

That's it. That's how weird it is. Haha:D having a dream with him last night made me laugh talaga! I started laughing as I go out my room and tell this dream with our helper. She can't help herself too but to laugh and feel kilig. Awww!

It's been a week na rin since the last time I saw Barbie. Well, ganoon talaga pag tamad pumasok. Haha:D

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My pc is not working. I can't open it. Argggh!! Sana maayos na agad! Hayss!

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Give it to me.

Monday, July 16, 2007

Okay then, I'm here sitting in this grumpy chair and searching for any thoughts that could possibly say. Whew! Lalim nun ah? Gets mo? Ako hindi ko alam! Weh? Crap.

Anyway, I miss blogging :) I know that this is not a cool blog though, but then wala lang. Kunek? So there. I'm here in library with Bevs, surfing and decided to blog anything (as in anything). I don't wanna go home yet even though we had lots of assignment to do. Haha:D well that's life :)

I miss everything. But I know everything happens for a reason. Darn! I'm being so dramatic again. Haha:D

* I'm starting to live my life again. What I mean is, I'm picking up the broken pieces of me and I could say that I'm getting better now -- hopefully :)

* What I love most now is bumming around with my friends..ü Yipeee! How cool is that? :D

* I"m getting more blooming as the dys pass by (magrereact ka? Blog ko toh! HahaXD)

* I'm loving Ronald McDonalds na kaya! HahaXD we have pictures and I definitely love it :) Next time, I'll be with Jollibee naman (if ever topakin ng hyperness) Weee. Love it :)

* There are cutie froshies this sem. Hmm, cool. Lol. But I crush "soulmate" more. Haha:D who's he? Secret. Don't ask me cos I won't tell. As if you care di ba? Just kidding.

* I'm loving Gwen Stefani's "Sweet Escape" and "4 in the morning". Rar! I love the beat.

* I love to dance pero hindi ako nag-ppractice. Why oh why? I don't have time sweetie :) I think, I'm starting to love ballrooom dancing.

* I crush "Chloe" of 26K Ladies of Deal or No deal. Haha:D She's so pretty kaya! Pwedeng pang-model. Haha:D

* My favorite word for this season are "love it" and "that's hot". Haha:D

* I'll be busy cos we're going to shoot for the documentary and short film. Ugh! The pressure thing is, we need to achieve the CMS (which is equivalent to 1). Argggh! We're just amatuer baby! Hayss! Well, Goodluck to us.

* Btw, I updated my multiply account. And der's a random pictured posted. Yipee! Love it or love it? Choose. :)

* Life is full of choices, that is according to our Economics Professor and that's true :)

* Happiness is an on-going process, and that's according to Joe D' Mango naman! HahaXD

* It's all in the mind. Ukol naman kay Bevs yan! HahaXD

That's all for now :) Updates soon pag di na busy! Mwuaaah! Thanks for dropping by people :)

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UPDATES.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

Hey! More updates soon.. Just busy.

Who cares anyway? :P

Ciao!

Mwuah!

P.S.
I wanna see Mcdo! Who's he? McDonalds. Haha:D

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