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bakit ba kasi ayoko magpa-awat? :P

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

Siguro kung totoo lang talaga na maraming namamatay sa "maling akala", isa na siguro ako sa mga namatay na iyon. Hehehe. I'm not feeling well this past days. I feel like I'm in a chaos. I thought I'm strong, but then the truth is, I'M NOT. I can't really help myself this time. I don't know why. I don't know why I'm losing my faith this time, I don't know why I'm stubbornly expecting things will be back its normal mode, I don't know why I can't make myself happy for real, I don't know why I cant let go of the things that I should let go for good. I really don't know. I still have lots of questions to ask. But you know what I really wanna do this time in my life? I just want to disappear -- for now. And then I'll be back if I proved to myself that I'm already healed and whatsoever. I want to reflect, but how will I start? I don't know where will I start and how anyway. I'm being emo again, but hey this is what I really feel. Haha.

ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY

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"Sometimes we can't let go of hurt because it's a constant reminder of one great love story we never expected to come to an end.."

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