- if only

Why?

Thursday, April 26, 2007

It's my Lola's Birthday today! Yey! Happy Birthday Nanay! We misses you so much and we love you! :) Mwuah! Wish you, wish you, wsh you more life to come and we kow that you're still counting on it. Awww. :)

So there, yesterday night I was texting with Bry and he told me he wants to go in a relaxing place and he don't know if he wants with a companion or none. Since, I want to go in a relaxing place too, to think over some situations that happened, I told him that I wanted to go with him (If he wanted too). He wanted to go at Baywalk cos of the ambiance (ata? :P), and of course the oceanary place. Tsk, it seems like he wants to have some emotional scene there. Haha:D just kidding. Kidding aside, I wanted to go there too but I don't know how will I get there. Haha:D I prefer him to go to EcoPark or in Wildlife since it's a nearby place than going over to Manila right? Well, whatever decision he wants, wala na ako doon. Haha:D I gave him an option to go to Intramuros. He wanted to go there too but again, HE DON'T KNOW HOW TO GET THERE. Tee-hee dude! Haha;D So we decided to go there and I asked him if we could go with Yna since we both misses that angsty-innocent girl. LOL XD he then said YES. Yipee! I'm excited to be with them again and have some serious talk! Wow, SERIOUS talk :) enough of that serious talk anyway.

I'm having fun yesterday night texting with some of my high school pals. It was like a reunion texting galore to us cos "Hey, they're too active sending love quotes.. and doing some GMs :)" Speaking of quotes, all of those are meant for me. Haha;D I don't know if they did it as a sadya one or wala lang :) Well, I love the scar-about quotes. Haha;D it says that "The bigger of the scar you had in your heart, the more TANGA you are!". Boom! Hahaha:D it's a funny one though :) they don't mean anything to it anyway.ü

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"Why"

Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?

Why, couldn't you just see through me?

How come, you act like this

Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe

I was the only one to fall?

I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away

I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you,

I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you,

I need you

Tell me, are you and me still together?

Tell me, do you think we could last forever?

Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying

Let's play, a different game than what we're playing

Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?

I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away

I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

Have you ever felt of waking up everyday and have this feeling of pain cos of the things that happens ini your past or what? Well, if you do, I felt that too. Haha;D wala lang. Natanong lang. Hehe:P Ack! There's a lot of questions are bugging me. But most of those questions start with the word "WHY?". Why anyway? Geee! I know that my questions will be answered by the right time, right moment, and right reason. Oh well, I hope it will. Manalig ka lang Sci. Things will be better. Just have faith to God. Just don't rush things out. Take it nice and slow baby! :D

There's something that get on my nerve. Hehe:P just let me be this way -- for now folks. Haha:D tah-tuh.

@ 1:35 PM